Wednesday, October 11, 2006
When someone truly melts my heart in sight,
I would treasure it.
I would do everything I can to make her happy.
I would change myself for the sake of her.
I would do anything she wants.
But why??
What have I done?
Or what I have not done?
Tell me? I would change..
Why don't give me a chance?
I know its hard but why cant you just trust/believe me?
I wont hurt you :/
After all this time cant you see I really really do care about you?
And I won't break your dearly heart?
Is it cause,
I'm a boring person?
I'm a sucker?
I'm a disgrace?
I'm just to stupid for you?
I'm what just tell me?
I'm sorry!
I would change!! To undo my mistakes
I know its to late to do anything,
Only wish time could go back.
Althought I haven really know you for a long time,
Somehow I just feel in love with you.
Your funny characters makes me laugh.
I wish it didn't have to end this way :(
I would respect your decision!
Just that i would miss all the fun times we ever had,
Fill with laugher and joy.
Just cry till I'm dried
Good bye to this world and my dear friends.
Lights out.
When you fall down..
It's either having a healing wound or a scar that will be there forever..
I wonder which is mine sometimes?
I guess it would be a deep scar..
That will live with me till the day I die?
Which i guess would be soon?
I feel like such a failure, sucker and a BIG TIME LOSER!..
I can only blame myself for being such a fucked up person..
It's easy to ask one self to stand up again..
But it's not as easy to do as what have been said.
Good bye to this wonderful world. Say Hello to hell.
- darryl -
